Well, Hello.
I know I haven't written in a great deal of time and that because I have so much course work and not really its because I'm a lazy fuck. I really do like to write and share my life and my vast experiences with whoever has the desire to take five minutes out of their life to read my complaints, I thank you.
I wanted to talk about a lot of things today, starting with changes. It's a relatively scary thing, they can be unnoticed or a major slap in the face. For example, I had a best friend from 2 until i was about 13-14. We were true as blue, but we just grew apart because we went to different middle school and now different high schools. It's a shit thing but it happens! Another example because I am just full of them today. When you get addicted to something, you don't notice you're changing but the people around you do, you may stop hanging around them because they're just acting fucking insane and you are defiantly not addicted and you can stop whenever! We all know what I'm talking about, gay fan fiction.
Another thing I wanted to talk about is a little more on the serious note. I just want to get it out there and say I'm not a happy person in general. Yes, I laugh and socialize and do all the some what norm human interactions. I do have depression and I suffer from body issues which led to me having bulimia, I'm still working on controlling it. Another thing is I'm a closeted bisexual, i'll do a different thing on this. My parents aren't the most friendly to homosexuality, it's not like they hate people who like the same gender it just makes them uncomfortable and they think it's unnatural. They're pretty old fashion and I can't really blame them they were raised to hate people who loved they same gender. Although it is fucking 2013 (almost '14 ((crazy!!))) like come on.
I've got to do another record thing, because my music taste has changed yet once again. (oh fuck, I forgot to tell you guys I applied to two places, a church which is really awkward since I'm Atheist, and to Starbucks #whitegurl. I really hope I get them!!) It's like 11:30pm and tomorrow is my first day back from Thanksgiving break, I gained 5 pounds, greeeat. Anyways I hope whoever is reading this had a fab Thanksgiving and is currently having a happy and content life! oh and my dog died btw.
-M.I.A
